oh yes, i have moved my first pawn. now, it's the professor's turn to move his. with my first midterm exam done and over with, the fact that i f*cked up keeps recurring to me as a horrible nightmare. this is one of those times when i want to jump off a cliff somewhere, aaaaah! why have i ever submitted myself to these kinds of torture? and in four years at that! why oh why...
and as if i hadn't have much to worry about, ker bought himself a new phone unit, to which i'm soooo envious. the camera is of the most advanced in the market today, the design is fantastic, and the memory is expandable. all these features are way better than my one year old phone. hence, the envy. i so want a new phone right now! waaaaa!
this then, brings me to my last point. with all that's going on around me, i kinda hope, rather desperately, that no one around me is a phony. i desperately want to believe everything that has been said. and i hope i can do the same.
so i can shed my skin and move forward. to the future.
my future.
and as if i hadn't have much to worry about, ker bought himself a new phone unit, to which i'm soooo envious. the camera is of the most advanced in the market today, the design is fantastic, and the memory is expandable. all these features are way better than my one year old phone. hence, the envy. i so want a new phone right now! waaaaa!
this then, brings me to my last point. with all that's going on around me, i kinda hope, rather desperately, that no one around me is a phony. i desperately want to believe everything that has been said. and i hope i can do the same.
so i can shed my skin and move forward. to the future.
my future.
