towards being happy

it has undeniably been an emotional rollercoaster ride for me these past few weeks. everything came crashing down the same time that i had to hold myself up to build my future. i had been sad then devastated then elated then empty and confused in a span of a week. and it is draining. totally draining.

good thing i think of myself as strong. that is, strong enough to keep it all together until an iota of light springs back in my life. strong enough to feel the better life ahead of me and work towards achieving that goal.

and i have.

i'm recovering immensely well. things that were unthinkable in the past are now matters of possibility. stuff that i have already forgotten, i am now remembering. and everything seems lighter. more wonderful. the whole world is indeed, once more, one big possibility.

towards being happy.